life goes on.fight on.

to move on it's a great deal and effort.
once again,i know that i can strive on.
with the encouragement by many,
i know i'll survive!

feeling extremely fat, gotta go for intensive long runs!

found my passion for running again!

lost it all

lost my appetite for eating.for some days already.wonder why.
shall devote my time in studying like a crazy dog from now on.
shall devote my time in running to destress.
cant wait to watch harry potter this week.
biggest loser on earth.darn heck.
jus hate the feeling.
make me gross out.

no matter what,im going to convince myself whatever is insignificant.
nothing is more important than prelims and a levels.
insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.
insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.
insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.
insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.
insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.
insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.

im missing some-thing.or someone?

this is the old oak tree

bloom at the later year

such maturity

such charm

no one will forget you

this is the day

where the shadow was cast

the mystery that looms for months

seem to have crack

i miss the rainbow

for what reason

i dont really know.

nothing to compare about.

only one unique rainbow will exist.

the one that i cant own.

wonder why it matters so much

yet i've got so much other things to trouble

falling deeper which shouldnt have happened.

topic on ''qualification''

1. so gonna screw up my BT2 even though i REALLY study for it.sucks.

2.i really NEED a long run.preferably at ECP.wee morning.when there's no people.

3. i wanna a GOOD and INTENSE tanning session coupled with swimming.

4. losing all the motivations and determination.

5.oak tree bloom REAL LATE.it's true.but it's the strongest of all.am i like that?

am i qualified to be loved?
have i qualified loving others?
will i qualify for my exams?
have i qualified in terms of treating others well?

do i know what i want?
i think so.

losing that faith.
let nature take its course.
the rainbow remains to be a dream.
smile.i was told.