why isn't there the someone when one needs that someone?
mentally.physically.emotionally drained.
have to stay strong for your loved ones.
but deep inside.im falling apart.
i wanna shout.
but i cant.
all i can do.
is to pray that she will get better.
but somehow...things are not going in that direction.
Saturday, January 30, 2010
Sunday, January 24, 2010
Saturday, January 23, 2010
LIFE
life is full of unexpected things.
things just happen sometimes.
miracles do not just happen in a snap.
make things happen.
life is not just about clothes,money,looks,results and many other things.
does that mean that life is about fulfilling what u want?
but that sounds so contradictory.
one thing that is definitely easy to understand : do not waste your precious life away.
should I or should I not?
should i be a hermit crab and hide away? or be one who's brave to fight for it?
does the answer really matters?
may be..it really does..or does not?
things just happen sometimes.
miracles do not just happen in a snap.
make things happen.
life is not just about clothes,money,looks,results and many other things.
does that mean that life is about fulfilling what u want?
but that sounds so contradictory.
one thing that is definitely easy to understand : do not waste your precious life away.
should I or should I not?
should i be a hermit crab and hide away? or be one who's brave to fight for it?
does the answer really matters?
may be..it really does..or does not?
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
should I ? or should i not?
once again shyness kicks in. know this may sounds hilarious to some,but im relatively a shy person.hahahaha.
should i? or should i not?
the small voice behind my head is telling to go for it.
should i? or should i not?
the small voice behind my head is telling to go for it.
Sunday, January 10, 2010
nothing but just plain anxiety.
killing me totally.
feeling frivolous for one moment,nonchalant in another.
goodness..think im losing my sanity totally.
still haven got a job yet.
crap to the core.
got a couple of calls/emails for more info.
but still no confirmation.
am i too anxious?
mayb i shld learn how to relax more to get things coming in and on going.
been having difficulties sleeping.
wonder why.
think the weather's kinda of really hot.
mayb schooling is really better than getting a job in the society.hahahaha...people would be thinking im going way bonkers nuts.
birthday coming sunday.
but i dun hope for much this year onwards.hahaha.as the saying goes "the higher u hope for,the harder u'll fall" booohoohoo..LOL...
think im being ridiculously imbecile here.
sincerely and seriously praying hard and desperately hope for a call/email from one of the company/organisation!!!
im losing my sanity!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHHAA..
NEED TO GET BACK UNDER THE SUNLIGHT ASAP!!!
having a new hairstyle in approx 2-3 weeks time.cool
killing me totally.
feeling frivolous for one moment,nonchalant in another.
goodness..think im losing my sanity totally.
still haven got a job yet.
crap to the core.
got a couple of calls/emails for more info.
but still no confirmation.
am i too anxious?
mayb i shld learn how to relax more to get things coming in and on going.
been having difficulties sleeping.
wonder why.
think the weather's kinda of really hot.
mayb schooling is really better than getting a job in the society.hahahaha...people would be thinking im going way bonkers nuts.
birthday coming sunday.
but i dun hope for much this year onwards.hahaha.as the saying goes "the higher u hope for,the harder u'll fall" booohoohoo..LOL...
think im being ridiculously imbecile here.
sincerely and seriously praying hard and desperately hope for a call/email from one of the company/organisation!!!
im losing my sanity!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHHAA..
NEED TO GET BACK UNDER THE SUNLIGHT ASAP!!!
having a new hairstyle in approx 2-3 weeks time.cool
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
HOT and HUMID!!
though this may sound kinda of random, but i finally know that acne/pimples are mainly due to stress or hormonal change (which takes up 90% of the probability) while consuming too much chocolates&chilli& fried/oily food contributes 10%. HOWEVER,it is still NOT WISE to eat too much unhealthy food if u wan to have nice and smooth complexion. Hard work is definitely essential, for instance washing your fac ewith the CORRECT cleanser and knowing your face well, whether it is oily or dry base! the doc say mayb i've got too much stress.wonder why.LOL...prob unknowingly fear for my a level results(which is imbecile, like worrying so much can help) and prob i still haven get the job i wan?? stress comes easily for me.and that's really bad for me.sobs.HAHAHAHAHAHA
[PS：太阳。。是向日葵的好朋友。。因为它能照耀出四十八分钟后的微笑。。雨。。是大地万物的好朋友。。因为它能洗涤掉一切的悲伤和不愉快。。
如果太阳是微笑。。那雨水就是宁静了。。]--read this paragraph/comment from a fan of lawrence wong. thought this is rather nice. hahaha.frens,im not emo-ing.
hmmm...went to holland v with my mum to find my sis for lunch,ate ramen.which is really delicious.forced myself to finish the bowl of ramen.wasnt that hungry.
such a HOT and HUMID day...........
shall shop for my sis's present
please give me that (whatever it is)
[PS：太阳。。是向日葵的好朋友。。因为它能照耀出四十八分钟后的微笑。。雨。。是大地万物的好朋友。。因为它能洗涤掉一切的悲伤和不愉快。。
如果太阳是微笑。。那雨水就是宁静了。。]--read this paragraph/comment from a fan of lawrence wong. thought this is rather nice. hahaha.frens,im not emo-ing.
hmmm...went to holland v with my mum to find my sis for lunch,ate ramen.which is really delicious.forced myself to finish the bowl of ramen.wasnt that hungry.
such a HOT and HUMID day...........
shall shop for my sis's present
please give me that (whatever it is)
Monday, January 4, 2010
taking chances!
went back to kss to help out in the sec1 orientation.
ohmygoodnessgracious!!!!! that's all i cant say.
but the main objective is to promote my FRIEND'S 2 BLOGSHOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the first one is : www.candysnatchers.wordpress.com [this is selling apparels]
the second one is : www.thedimpled.com [selling HANDMADE jewellery!!! done by her!!! ]
please do support her!!
ohmygoodnessgracious!!!!! that's all i cant say.
but the main objective is to promote my FRIEND'S 2 BLOGSHOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the first one is : www.candysnatchers.wordpress.com [this is selling apparels]
the second one is : www.thedimpled.com [selling HANDMADE jewellery!!! done by her!!! ]
please do support her!!
Sunday, January 3, 2010
spice up.
2010.
a new year.
grant me my wishes.(i hope)
spice up my life.(positively)
give it in.all out.(u know what i mean)
be careful of what you wishes for.(definitely)
not being greedy.(surely)
vinegar.chilli.cinammon.vanillia essence.
a new year.
grant me my wishes.(i hope)
spice up my life.(positively)
give it in.all out.(u know what i mean)
be careful of what you wishes for.(definitely)
not being greedy.(surely)
vinegar.chilli.cinammon.vanillia essence.
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