there's no truth in those words.

the jealously in the heart cannot be seen.

but can be heard.

the numerous curse and swears punctured one totally.
is it possible to dogde?
no, it is inevitable to be poisoned.

how does one survive?

sourness can be sensed when one speaks.

it's frightening for the fact it's someone closest to you?

is it possible to believe again?

im afraid not.

the gain of trust was easy.

now it's almost destroyed.

who shall one talk to, when one is sad,demoralised or even the share of joy?

i cannot, but pause to ponder.

is there someone out there?
and the guess is right afterall.
somehow,the truth surfaces as time passes by.
no matter,
words spoken with great cautious drained one's energy.

it's too misty.

the show seems to be over faster than ever

the rainbow is or seems to be the missing piece for my puzzle.
but i can never be the missing piece for the rainbow's puzzle.

tired.really tired.
cant wait for tmr morning.to try out my brillant static/circuit trng.
cant wait to cook my kimchi noodles.
irritated by the fact hav to change the bloody adidas sundown shirt.freaking small and tight.

cant wait to take rainbow out of my mind.

rainbow.7 colours.

i jus love this comic strip so i decided to post this as the pic of the week! LOL..well,it was take nlast week! kinda of like me.i like to SLEEP so much since i was a toddler,everywhere i go i sleep.LOL..even when my family went to hong kong,i spent 80% of the time sleeping in my dad's arms! LOL...i love to be eccentric at times.tink it's awesome! hahaha.okok..tis is nuts..

think im really gg bonkers to a certain extent! LOL.looked at the wrong timetable last nite,brought the other math lect bk instead.went to wrong venue for H1.dumb dumb.LOL..even though i had kinderjoy,hmmm...still not sufficient.in terms of happiness level.LOL..it's not easy to refrain frm sweet food esp when u're so hungry!! arghhhhh!! damn..trying very HARD to stick to my diet!!! im still eating.jus refraining frm fried food,sweet stuff...and change from lychee ice to carrot orange juice again....ALL THE WAY!!!

nx fri is gp block test 2...nx sat is ultimate frisbee and adidas sundown marathon!! die.LOL

man...tmr's wed! cant wait for fri!!! RAHHH!! lol..

red:that's you
orange: a way to describe my mood??
yellow: that's the hidden you
green:that's me when im jealous
blue: that's me when im feeling blue
indigo: that's when there's beautiful sunset
purple: that's you when u're really being weird.

do destiny and fate exist or co-exist?
i dunno.
i still carry that teeny weeny bit of hope.
or else,i'll open my palms and let it fly away.
there's 7 colours,and i cant even see one right now.
i dun tink i'll see even one in you.

went ECP cycling.again.yeah..LOL.with my family.not exactly fantastic cuz there were A LOT of cyclists who were cycling shoulder to shoulder and blocking the entire road and were cycling so slowly~~ *groan*..the best part? some really nice views(candy..u'll noe wat..LOL)...cycling is great if there isn't so many ppl..LOL..and u can exercise! LOL..

swimming tmr.running on monday!! RAHHH!! lol

then my sis and i took bus to orchard to check out some clothes b4 gg to isetan.to our DELIGHT..there was JAP FOOD FAIR!! hurray!!! LOL...food!! hahaha..scallops.sotong/squid...and the mochi!! LOL...awesome!

the rainbow might have appeared.
maybe.
it's slipping off.
would it be better if i don't catch it?
maybe.
it seems that the rainbow exist as the premium one,
would it shine?
shine in my direction??

it was nothing at all.

i dun wan to feel.
cuz it takes too much energy to feel.
just hope,i'll never fall for it again.
i dun want to know anything.

im tired.

just another saturday

woke up at 6.40am just to go for morning run but it rained...-.- ended up looking at the raindrops and eat my breakfast.sounds emo rite? well,i was half-awake and annoyed for the fact i couldnt run..LOL..

did my hw and nothing much.my temper kicked in when i took a bus with my mum to wait for my dad.the driver was slow.the passengers were being inconsiderate.make my day.the drivers along the highway was being super kayu.drive until so slowly.probably closed their eyes and drive.on the way home from our dinner.a young driver,was watching channel news asia,talking on the phone,and talking to his gf and was driving at the same time and nearly crashed into my dad's vehicle.fantastic.my dad being my dad and,with fantastic temper to test tonight,showed the universal sign language to him.LOL..

goodness.since when cars are allowed to install mini tvs at THE FRONT REAR MIRROR??goodness..watch tv and drive?damn.lives can be taken so easily.and that driver just got his license not long ago cuz of his triangle sign.so please people,please drive with responsibility.watch tv when u reach home and seated comfortably on ur sofa.please think of others.thank you.
LOL..hope these dun sound too offensive.LOL

just when im trying hard to convince that u're insignificant.it doesn't seem so.
why must it matter so much?
am i doing it for the sake of showing how capable i am?
am i doing cuz of i dream of it?
i stretched out my hands,but it's so unreachable.
u got me warmed up.
but now,it seems like nothing.
trying to convince myself u're nothing but a insignificant passer by in my life.
how long can i lie to myself?
2kg this month!!

insignificant

WOAH!!!!!!

SAJC won!!! neat!! totally neat! LOL..fantastic game.awesome fight.they persevere.they determine.they press on.and they WON!!!

as a spectator,i've somewhat lost my voice.

as a player,they gained the glory.they've won.they're more than just happy! LOL..

kinda of tired.kinda of...abit..just that teeny weeny bit...hahaha

*self hypnotizing time*

1. ''you're just another insiginificant passer by in my life''
2. there's no hope.no faith.
3.it's just insignificant.

*non-hypnotizing time* [this is really lame and ridiculous]
1. going on a diet [trying]
2. gotta train harder for the ultimate challenge. esp my stamina.
3. gotta run more often.
4.gotta study more often...[try..]
5. gotta shed some kg by end of may..[aim:3kg]..

hahahahahahahahahaha....
all in all...
YOU'RE INSIGNIFICANT...
i think....
maybe..
maybe not...