no milk=no chocolates
no cheese
no biscuits
no cakes
no eggs(since cant eat egg white,i give up on egg yolk)
no seafood except fish

due to the weather that i got the irritating skin allergy.sigh.
practically there're lots of food i cant eat.sigh.for 2 weeks! oh well,good time for me to go on diet,maybe by the end of this special diet,wouldnt be so addicted to too much sugary food.
been doing skipping at home.1000 each session. gotta move once in a while.hate sitting for so long. studying's been quite fun.hahaha.definitely tiring.but it'll be worthwhile.

back to mugging.

born to live under sunlight.sunlight is impt for my skin.im serious.that's what doc says.

a kind of internal fight

post prelims now.taking a break today after a 'shocking' ice cream buffet at swensens, ION. not exactly fantastic.it's freaking sweet.i thought i like to sweet stuff,but this is horrendous.i stepped in and the sweet flavouring smell was so overwhelming that i got sick of it b4 i even started eating.i ate a few spoonful of ice cream and gave up.lucky had the marvellous fries and calamari rings.some salty food.but kudos to rach and candy.they're fantastic and BEST MAN!! they got excited and were living in wonderland.and the rest of us were watching them! LOL...thanks rach for using her vouchers!! so SWEET OF YOU :D
felt guilty even i ate not as much as the rest,i did rope skipping.for 1000times.LOL...and some stretching.

outside ION's toilet.it's really nice!
TRAMP! lol

cpf,me,rach

candy,dip,alicia

how lucky can i get?

where's my charm?

will i luck out?

"99% hardwork,1% of intelligence"

true?

what kind of luck i need?

calmness?

a cool and clear mind?

love?

too superficial.

"things do not seem workable to you now,but that does not mean you should give up. Far from it. Now is the time to step up your efforts and see if you can pull off a miracle."

one more paper to finish prelims.but i know i've screwed up physics paper.
now focusing on 'a' levels instead.

feel rather burn out.
my body aches like mad for sitting and mugging for so long each day.badly deprive from exercising.
skin is complaining that it's becoming too fair.time to tan,which i will on sunday.*pray hard it's sunny*
my stomach is being stubborn.not wanting to fill up much when i eat pathetically little.
my back is hurting like crap for sitting long hours.
fats underneath my skin cant wait to be burnt.
eyes is craving for new movies such as 'the proposal' and 'ugly truth'.
brain is badly in need of rest.
how about my soul? LOL...i dunno.
but i certainly feel..light.or should i say hollow?
not emo.just feeling-less.

my dear cousins came back from aussie for holidays,more like kim celebrating her 21st and chee+ angela pon 1week worth of school to support her :D

(kim,chee,my sis,me,angela)
that's what i feel like doing weeks ago,wanted to upload this photo but had problems.right now,don't have the strength at all.

what a bore

nothing else but mugging and dozing off on my notes.
geez.getting really lethargic!
2 more weeks b4 i can resume my run!

what a holiday,
i've learnt how to make fantastic pancakes :D :D :D
hahahaha.
saw one small python on a drain cover along the road today.my sis spotted it first.didnt take a photo cuz there were cars.
it's abt 70cm long,VERY BEAUTIFUL.as in the colours.real nice.
cooked spaghetti for today's dinner.suppose to be done by my sis,but she cut her finger so i took over. LOL..

cant wait for the papers to be over.cuz i did terribly for it.i noe.

need a break.
next sunday!
hope it'll be freaking sunny at ECP!

movie:ugly truth!! wanna watch it! cuz of gerard butler(guilty :P)

recently, my patience is realyl something cannot be toyed with or test.
just dont.
never like to be a tigeress nor a lioness.
wonder why so grumpy.

learnt few things:
1. don't command others to do things when one is doing nothing
2.don't yell at anyone unnecessarily
3. don't scold others for nothing
4. do onto others what you want others to do onto you!

like some songs recently:
always by your side- 大嘴巴
moon river
bubbly - colbie caillat

heart and soul

prelims started.one word to describe:vomits.HAHAHAHAHA.
has been quite grouchy or grumpy lately..yuk yuk.LOL..
cant upload any pics,sadded.hahahaha..counting down,4more weeks b4 i can go for a run again! so now doing stretching and basic pliates,reading pilates book too!! hahahaha...sitting too much to mug is bad for my butt.growing biggggerrr!!! HAHAHAHHAA..
i need SUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!it's tooooooo wet lately!! rahh!!!
[one more reason to my hundreds of reasons why i narrow down my choice]

"we're after the same rainbow's end,waiting around the bend"

last resort: to feign ignorance.mask that feeling.pretense.

HUAT!HUAT!HUAT! CHIONG! CHIONG! CHIONG!

recently whenever i use my com, it'll hotmail,sajc moodle, facebook for awhile, listen 2 songs.all within 30mins.and TADA! off to books.geez!! this is the life i've been trying to cultivate for the next 2++months.but ytd sorta prove tat im a little wee 'burnt' cuz when i sat on my dad's armchair,i fell asleep from4.30-6.45pm!!! intended to study but zonk out after reading the newspapers!! goodness gracious!how's school? like that lor,what else? LOL...seriously,other than mugging and talking some rubbish,mainly academic stuff is really not much of life, but jus persevere!!! 2++ more months only!!!! rahh!!

damn.now when im stress,cant go for run cuz of my dummy left knee cap, i've got smth called Runner's Knee.run too much.athletes tend to have it, especially female.moreover,i've injured it before,so not that fantastic.gotta avoid running for abt 6weeks or so!!!! HELL!!! how to sweat out? no worries,me wanting to keep fit and bloody lose weight, im doing basic pilates and stretching almost every day at home.normally 45mins-1hour. if im feeling stress and cranky,then it'll be 1hr15mins! LOL...and ...swimming!!! ahhhhh!! and all abt the SUN!!! i seriously dun like myself being too fair-coloured. no offense to anyone!

kinda of excited and cant wait for sunday to come.gg smu to mug wif cpf then gg to 'the coffee club' for dessert after mugging!!! woots!! now we're scouting places to study.quiet,can eat,got toilet and cooling. cuz woodlands library is NOISY! oops...hahahaha...

hmmm...wonder why my appetite is going up and down.one moment super hungry.the next,see food also feel like vomiting. anw,seriously gotta lose weight, for the sake of my knees, my upper body mass gotta be ligher. this, is really NO CHOICE!! not i crazy to be bloody thin.

and,why cant i upload photos!!! irritating...LOL

"your words serve a motivation.
a motivation to study.
a motivation to slim down.
i work hard towards a goal.
it's for the better,i hope.
no matter what,
it'll be an encouragement to me"