came back from touch rugby camp.not bad..but tiring and scary...hahahaha...without the lights and only had headlights to make all those sandwiches and fried those fries in the dark is not a fun job at all.hearing those jc1s scream at the toilet station makes me jumped! my nerves were definitely upside down and my hands were trembling.my heart was beating like mad!! as if ..eh..whatever.LOL...and i actually pressed wrong stuff in the message and sent to wrong person! oops.....
tired.tired.and i haven complete econs hw or pack my bloody bag.darn.and i don't feel like moving at all.
not much of appetite.probably make so much food last night and looked at those pizzas made me queasy.hahahaha...
hope to get a good rest and can focus on studying.got the spur to chiong my studies suddenly.
i know it's not easy.but effort will be paid off eventually.i hope so.
darn.another 21st bday celebration to attend nx sunday.
was looking at those photos.no jealousy.in fact.i felt relieved.in a way.so much wanting to congratulate you.
does that mean i've gotten over?i hope so.did couple of stupid and irrational stuff.somehow,it doesn't really matter anymore.i hope.the route now begins as friends.i seriously hope so.i understand that the more i hold onto,the more i'll lose everything.so,im letting go everything.everything.not that i hope i'll get it.in fact.i wan to get rid of that everything.
i'm just a normal girl afterall.
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