to be brave

i tell myself,

i need to be brave.i need to support those who needs my love and everything.

i walk a different in life,but it doesnt matter because i learn more things and experience along the way through the bumpy course.

life will get more tiring aliong the way,i will hang on even though there will times that i cry like a big baby.

certain things in life that i will still find it hard to let it go, because i will try to achieve it.

but there's one thing that no matter how hard i try to convince myself, i will never try to go for it.maybe, some kind of love is not essential.may be,i can do without it.may be, i'm lying to myself even.

but right now it's about my future,family, studying and career. nothing else.

i just need to make the more appropriate decision.time to grow old