things are not getting any better.

when will it get better?

getting too tired to move an inch

when the route is not straight...

tough times dont last long
happy times dont last long either

WAS happy that i passed my ppt.

am i that scary?
am i that cold?
am i unapproachable?
am i misleading?

it's so diff to be happy thru'out.
and i cant stomach much.

to act brave is not an easy task,and im definitely failing it.

after this incident,i just keep asking myself 'WHY??' i dont know,and will never know the truth.

truth hurts. and im really breaking into pieces.

if you let me choose again....

if you let me choose again............i would choose to live this life again.

i survived the ppt ytd!! there were abt 300plus people who signed up for the test! after the gym test,i wasnt that stressed up for other stations!

due to the lack of sleep for the past few months and stressed about some stuff, pimples opped up like mad man!!! ANNOYING!! HAHAHAHA....

life may seem tiring.but it's not that bad!

if one's life is solely dependent on other people's comments or criticism,wouldn't life be sad and difficult.

that perspective differs from one to another.

is it wise for one's comment to sour another's long term friendship/relationship?

it is rather scary as it seems that how people can be rather judgemental on looks or behaviours on the surface.it is undeniable that looks and ettique that one holds leaves a deep impression in others,but it doesn't mean that one understands him/her well.

reality may sucks.but this is life.i cant be complaining all my life,that will be wasting my time.

when sadness kicks in,one tends to mourn.it is certainly alright.it is the matter of time how fast one picks up and starts running again.life with challenges is natural.

wanna cry now.
wanna shout now.
shaking so vigorously.
chucking up soon.
why?!
oh my.long and tedious..
i wanna cry first.

not excited.
scared shitless out of me.
reality will soon knock me out.

i wanna watch 'dear john and bawl my heart out.