chui to the max...

darn,my knees are aching.
I'VE COMPLETED MY 10km ADIDAS SUNDOWN!! whee,i know it's not a big deal,but i completed without stopping!! yeah!!! hahahahaha..morning have frisbee tournament(even though i didnt play like A LOT,but still, it's quite tiring to play under the freaking heavy rain) but the weird thing is,even though im so tired,i still have the energy to go for a light swim.i want to get under the sun.i miss the warmth of the sun and tanning feeling.LOL..
kinda of irritated by a couple of things at the moment.RAHHH!!!

anw,back to the adidas sundown,i hope they'll improve their management next year.i was quite turned off when they didnt let the corporate and 10k women ppl to go off.well,i noe there's only a pathetic small bridge to walk,but the nx marathon is at 12am!?!?! those ppl could let us off in grps rather than letting those ppl to walk in first and stay inside for 2hrs.and there weren't a lot of signs.too much confusion.volunteers were complaining tired when they were standing and DRINKING water.and some were really rude.oh well...and the best thing is ,10km..there's only ONE drink station.tsk tsk.moreover the weather was horrendously humid.and the last complaint,the pathway is WAY TOO NARROW,cuz it allows only 2 ppl to run adjacently!rahh...whatever.LOL...

and..i WANT TO BUY THE YELLOW ADIDAS SHORTS WHICH IS ON 30% SALES!!!

before the race,along the beach enjoying the wind breeze cuz it was damn humid!

my sis and my bibs!!

before the race,still quite happy..

LOTS of husbands and boyfriends were standing there to take photos of their wives/gfs cum friends.a funny sight cuz the husbands/bf didnt run,the world has evolved slightly.but nevertheless,they're supportive! LOL..

AFTER THE RACE! euphoria for me,as you can see, my sis is bloody tired.cant blame her,we went to collect the bag after she finish while i've cooled down for quite some time.and i sweat like MAD!! and stink too...LOL

the grass is soft,

the sun is so comfortable and warm,

i want to lie down there,

and absorb all the sunlight .

it's so calm and quiet,

peaceful.

look across and i see the horizon,

and i smiled,

knowing that rainbow is beyond pluto already.

really BIG right??imagine taking it on the bus without blushing?

had gp paper,hope i did well,as in write properly..''simple language''.LOL.went lunching at astons with dip,alicia and candy.waited for 1hour!! nuts.and for the first time,i didnt really whine.LOL.but some ppl ard us were really noisy(dunnot why one has to speak SO loud).after the HOT lunch.we walked to heeren! and i managed to buy my sports bra,but it's lime green.sad,not the colour i really want.went to the NUM outlets,nothing interesting.disappointed..LOL..hahahaha.the ULTIMATE part was when dip,candy and me went taka and saw HUGE helium balloons and we went crazy talking abt buying one for sr's bday and for ms huang's farewell.well,we ended up buying one for each of them! and we carry on the bus!! gosh...i blush like nobody's business man!! it's bloody huge.the width is much bigger than me and the length is half of me! goodness.can u imagine...tsk tsk..

tmr morning having frisbee tournament,think im going to be a clown on the pitch.damn sad.at night have adidas sundown marathon.it's just going to be a damn tired day.well, im gg to try to chiong my 10km with my sis and take bus home! not going to stay there for movie marathon.think it's crazy..LOL

i dare to dream,

i hope to lie on your shoulders,

but i would not hope for it,

cuz i don't have the strength and courage to own it.

a significant yet unimportant day

the rain has stopped,

and the rainbow is out.

smiling to the earth.

it wheedled me into stopping and stare at it.

oh yes, that's the power it has.

i warble as i walk,

the wanderlust in my heart waiting to burst forth.

the woolgathering is inevitable,

such a lovely day,

who wouldnt stop and wonder,

are you that rainbow?

the colour pencils are in your hands,

paint me a smile with your hands.

for i believe you do wonders not only with your lovely hands,

because your winsome smile swept me off the ground.

for someone who is wiseacre,

knows what i'm saying all.

the 7 colours in the rainbow.

red,the colour of anger.

orange,the colour of your aura.

yellow, the colour of your sourness.

green, the colour of people's jealousy.

blue,the colour of the mighty sky.

violet, the colour of passion.

indigo, the colour of comfort.
what do you belong to?

would you paint me a rainbow?

you're just another passer-by.

i don't long for more,

for i know the chance is small.

a friend is more than anything.

i enjoyed the laughter and the encouragement.

but now,it has come to a stop.

a little girl,

grabbing onto the balloons so tightly,

looking up into the sky,

and saw a beautiful rainbow and asked,

''mama,look,that's mine'',

the mother smiled for she knows,

when she was a little girl like her daughter,

she secretly wished the rainbow is her's,

and she has already found her rainbow,

and hopes her little girl will too find a lovely one.

the rainbow is gone for now,

i'll walk the same way,

i'll listen to the same song.

things may be different.

but i know there's memories,

and there's always hope,

even that's so small,

i still can wish.

the affinity that exists,

if you choose to believe

there's no truth in those words.

the jealously in the heart cannot be seen.

but can be heard.

the numerous curse and swears punctured one totally.
is it possible to dogde?
no, it is inevitable to be poisoned.

how does one survive?

sourness can be sensed when one speaks.

it's frightening for the fact it's someone closest to you?

is it possible to believe again?

im afraid not.

the gain of trust was easy.

now it's almost destroyed.

who shall one talk to, when one is sad,demoralised or even the share of joy?

i cannot, but pause to ponder.

is there someone out there?
and the guess is right afterall.
somehow,the truth surfaces as time passes by.
no matter,
words spoken with great cautious drained one's energy.

it's too misty.

the show seems to be over faster than ever

the rainbow is or seems to be the missing piece for my puzzle.
but i can never be the missing piece for the rainbow's puzzle.

tired.really tired.
cant wait for tmr morning.to try out my brillant static/circuit trng.
cant wait to cook my kimchi noodles.
irritated by the fact hav to change the bloody adidas sundown shirt.freaking small and tight.

cant wait to take rainbow out of my mind.

rainbow.7 colours.

i jus love this comic strip so i decided to post this as the pic of the week! LOL..well,it was take nlast week! kinda of like me.i like to SLEEP so much since i was a toddler,everywhere i go i sleep.LOL..even when my family went to hong kong,i spent 80% of the time sleeping in my dad's arms! LOL...i love to be eccentric at times.tink it's awesome! hahaha.okok..tis is nuts..

think im really gg bonkers to a certain extent! LOL.looked at the wrong timetable last nite,brought the other math lect bk instead.went to wrong venue for H1.dumb dumb.LOL..even though i had kinderjoy,hmmm...still not sufficient.in terms of happiness level.LOL..it's not easy to refrain frm sweet food esp when u're so hungry!! arghhhhh!! damn..trying very HARD to stick to my diet!!! im still eating.jus refraining frm fried food,sweet stuff...and change from lychee ice to carrot orange juice again....ALL THE WAY!!!

nx fri is gp block test 2...nx sat is ultimate frisbee and adidas sundown marathon!! die.LOL

man...tmr's wed! cant wait for fri!!! RAHHH!! lol..

red:that's you
orange: a way to describe my mood??
yellow: that's the hidden you
green:that's me when im jealous
blue: that's me when im feeling blue
indigo: that's when there's beautiful sunset
purple: that's you when u're really being weird.

do destiny and fate exist or co-exist?
i dunno.
i still carry that teeny weeny bit of hope.
or else,i'll open my palms and let it fly away.
there's 7 colours,and i cant even see one right now.
i dun tink i'll see even one in you.

went ECP cycling.again.yeah..LOL.with my family.not exactly fantastic cuz there were A LOT of cyclists who were cycling shoulder to shoulder and blocking the entire road and were cycling so slowly~~ *groan*..the best part? some really nice views(candy..u'll noe wat..LOL)...cycling is great if there isn't so many ppl..LOL..and u can exercise! LOL..

swimming tmr.running on monday!! RAHHH!! lol

then my sis and i took bus to orchard to check out some clothes b4 gg to isetan.to our DELIGHT..there was JAP FOOD FAIR!! hurray!!! LOL...food!! hahaha..scallops.sotong/squid...and the mochi!! LOL...awesome!

the rainbow might have appeared.
maybe.
it's slipping off.
would it be better if i don't catch it?
maybe.
it seems that the rainbow exist as the premium one,
would it shine?
shine in my direction??

it was nothing at all.

i dun wan to feel.
cuz it takes too much energy to feel.
just hope,i'll never fall for it again.
i dun want to know anything.

im tired.

just another saturday

woke up at 6.40am just to go for morning run but it rained...-.- ended up looking at the raindrops and eat my breakfast.sounds emo rite? well,i was half-awake and annoyed for the fact i couldnt run..LOL..

did my hw and nothing much.my temper kicked in when i took a bus with my mum to wait for my dad.the driver was slow.the passengers were being inconsiderate.make my day.the drivers along the highway was being super kayu.drive until so slowly.probably closed their eyes and drive.on the way home from our dinner.a young driver,was watching channel news asia,talking on the phone,and talking to his gf and was driving at the same time and nearly crashed into my dad's vehicle.fantastic.my dad being my dad and,with fantastic temper to test tonight,showed the universal sign language to him.LOL..

goodness.since when cars are allowed to install mini tvs at THE FRONT REAR MIRROR??goodness..watch tv and drive?damn.lives can be taken so easily.and that driver just got his license not long ago cuz of his triangle sign.so please people,please drive with responsibility.watch tv when u reach home and seated comfortably on ur sofa.please think of others.thank you.
LOL..hope these dun sound too offensive.LOL

just when im trying hard to convince that u're insignificant.it doesn't seem so.
why must it matter so much?
am i doing it for the sake of showing how capable i am?
am i doing cuz of i dream of it?
i stretched out my hands,but it's so unreachable.
u got me warmed up.
but now,it seems like nothing.
trying to convince myself u're nothing but a insignificant passer by in my life.
how long can i lie to myself?
2kg this month!!