Tuesday, April 28, 2009

insignificant

WOAH!!!!!!

SAJC won!!! neat!! totally neat! LOL..fantastic game.awesome fight.they persevere.they determine.they press on.and they WON!!!

as a spectator,i've somewhat lost my voice.

as a player,they gained the glory.they've won.they're more than just happy! LOL..

kinda of tired.kinda of...abit..just that teeny weeny bit...hahaha

*self hypnotizing time*

1. ''you're just another insiginificant passer by in my life''
2. there's no hope.no faith.
3.it's just insignificant.

*non-hypnotizing time* [this is really lame and ridiculous]
1. going on a diet [trying]
2. gotta train harder for the ultimate challenge. esp my stamina.
3. gotta run more often.
4.gotta study more often...[try..]
5. gotta shed some kg by end of may..[aim:3kg]..

hahahahahahahahahaha....
all in all...
YOU'RE INSIGNIFICANT...
i think....
maybe..
maybe not...

Saturday, April 25, 2009

rather exhuasted...

hmmm....dunno why..feeling rather exhausted!
sian..didnt meet up wif the girls afterall,they couldnt make it.gotta wait for june hols..

well,cant wait for june hols to come...yet a little confused.(oops!)LOL..a chance to go picnic/zoo wif my frens!! LOL..

finally got my beloved c905 sony phone even though i seriously HATE slide phone..but it/s 8.1 megapixel camera phone!! LOL...

hmmm..did my morning run today...so tired....ZZZZZZ...
dozing off soon...

and the weather is EXTREMELY hot..

hmmm.......
should i be happy?
this time,i dun quite feel anything.that's weird.
though somewhere in my brain,it's signalling that it's good chance/stuff!! LOL

Monday, April 20, 2009

getting tanned...

what a week it has been.

well,for some reason,i hate this week.just cant wait to get over this week and prays hard for this saturday to come in a blink of eye.LOL..

went to ECP to cycle with my family.and basically spent quality time there..LOL..other than for the fact my mum hid under the coconut/palm tree covering her face.hahaha.and i was sitting on the shore...doing what? of course it's SUN TANNING!! LOL...anw,out of the blue..this guy came over and said..''hi,my friend wants ur number..''

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA....sorry.but this is kinda of funny for me.well.just a random...erm..yeah..whatever.but anyway,i didnt give ...LOL..even though he was quite good looking.but ..nah...LOL...definitely NOT MY type....my type would be................

read TIME magazine to make myself studios in front of my mum,and realise that navy seals are really the cream of the CROP.as in super hell elite people.LOL...sleep 4hrs in 5days.swim with their legs and arms tied.gosh.kinda of too awesome and scary....hahaha..but of course,worth being saluted.LOL..

wahh...cant wait for 30may!! frisbee tournament in the morning...adidas sundown marathon at night!! sounds tiring...but it'll be real fun!! the bonding session and running on the field AGAIN!miss those days.

i want to do so many stuff! like cooking(ok,this sounds weird,but i enjoy cooking and eating!) ...taking 2star and 3star kayaking...try out dragon boating..hmmmm...

but right now..of course gonna mug!! and go for run!!!

running!! yeah!!

oh well.
where's that rainbow?
red.orange.yellow.green.blue.indigo.purple.
each day.one colour.
somehow,the rainbow brightens up my day.
without fail.there'll be a smile on my face.
just like a small girl.

life is a maze.love is a riddle.

Monday, April 13, 2009

first.
im unhappy that i stopped after the 3rd round to go to the loo for my business.

second.
im unhappy because i've fallen into that trap.

third.
im unhappy because what you said annoyed me so much.

fourth.
im unhappy because i dun want to feel it that way.

lastly.
somehow,i know you're that rainbow i've seen.

Friday, April 10, 2009

had sports day ytd.horrendous run for me.hahaha.didnt warm up properly ended up running slower than practice and my muscle was super tensed.DONT LIKE.LOL...after that got pw results.kinda of expected.but who doesnt want to get A!LOL...hmmmm...met up with some ssc ppl in the evening to have dinner with mryoyoy(aka mr yeo). it was a brillant session.haha.crap so much,gossip like noboday's business.took photos.SIGH~~those days..HAHAHAHA..

today went for a pw 'celebration'!! LOL...went to astons and ben&jerry's!! well,i didnt eat alot,not much of appetite.hahaha..it was great.like what george said,for the first time we come out as a pw group,we dont have to ______(LOL).hahaha.george treat us to B&J ice cream!! (cuz he got A,which was expected!) sigh...rmb those days when we were pissed with each other and unhappy wif one another is jus so funny.and those days are over so fast!


candy&me with..GREEN CANDY FLOSS!classic.LOL
at B&JS

awesome ambience


kinder joy on the table!



xindi,me,myeo




me,xindi ...we had a great time talking so much things!


part of the family...LOL



NYNY


there's so much going on that im bursting soon.
help.will u be there?
''life is like a maze,love is a riddle''---nice song ! (the show by lenka!)
i cant help it..really.why ur fac ekeep appearing out of the blue?!!?
maybe im really losing those nuts and bolts afterall!LOL.
miracle.miracle.miracle.
please.please.please.
you.you.you.
me.me.me.






Wednesday, April 8, 2009

im irritated.

im annoyed.

im confused.

i gotta do better.

i gotta do well.

i HAVE to do well.

for the very first time.i know what i want.you're that special rainbow.or not?

Friday, April 3, 2009

well..im just too lazy to update the previous post.so jus add another.hahahaha.

helped out the touch rugby team last friday after SL.all i can say.touch rug girls are really nice ppl!! the messages and the board they gave me really touched me and i felt really happy and....that very warm feeling.

me and char attending the..'LUMBER PARTY'. vandalise/changed by me.LOL.it was after the party.who cares..LOL
a fake cheerleader post! LOL...

the jealousy is gone.i lived in a different manner.
i found that heartbeat once again.
will it be real this time?
i really hope so.
a different kind of beat.
it's slow.steady and firm.
it's simply so irresistable.
the hotness just makes my palms sweat.
ohmygoodness!! the presence just makes it beat faster.
this week has been quite tiring/sleepy in a way.

got back most of the BT results.one word:SUCK.
damn.some subjects suppose to do well,didnt.however,my physics and math improved!! which is awesome!! LOL.i have the sudden urge to mug,but of course not mug like crazy.im rather motivated to mug hard for BT2,prelims and 'A' levels. so surprisingly im not mopping over BT1 results.YEAH!! im moving on.and i look forward in learning except that at times im rather sleepy in lects/tutorials.LOL..

had napfa trial/actual test today.did well for incline pull-up,sit&reach,sit ups...but my standboard jump and shuttle run is bloody bad!!! especially my board jump...from suppose to be 210cm..today i jumped 186cm!?!??! my goodness!! im so gonna retake it next week!! this is a disgusting distance.(FOR ME! ) i'm going to chiong trng over the weekend!
saturday:morning--run
either swimming in the afternoon OR static training in the evening
sunday:morning--run
afternoon--swim.suntan[praying hard that the sun would be strong!]

sigh.some things are bottling up inside me and it's killing me in a way.but some secrets just cant be leaked out.ARGGHH!!!

had service learning with class last week.some of the random photo we took.


SHAMUS the horse!!
GRUFFY THE HANDSOME HORSE!!!








ok..this is jus a random photo taken at SAS when i was walking home.nice clouds.