maybe...maybe not

came back from touch rugby camp.not bad..but tiring and scary...hahahaha...without the lights and only had headlights to make all those sandwiches and fried those fries in the dark is not a fun job at all.hearing those jc1s scream at the toilet station makes me jumped! my nerves were definitely upside down and my hands were trembling.my heart was beating like mad!! as if ..eh..whatever.LOL...and i actually pressed wrong stuff in the message and sent to wrong person! oops.....

tired.tired.and i haven complete econs hw or pack my bloody bag.darn.and i don't feel like moving at all.

not much of appetite.probably make so much food last night and looked at those pizzas made me queasy.hahahaha...

hope to get a good rest and can focus on studying.got the spur to chiong my studies suddenly.

i know it's not easy.but effort will be paid off eventually.i hope so.

darn.another 21st bday celebration to attend nx sunday.



was looking at those photos.no jealousy.in fact.i felt relieved.in a way.so much wanting to congratulate you.
does that mean i've gotten over?i hope so.did couple of stupid and irrational stuff.somehow,it doesn't really matter anymore.i hope.the route now begins as friends.i seriously hope so.i understand that the more i hold onto,the more i'll lose everything.so,im letting go everything.everything.not that i hope i'll get it.in fact.i wan to get rid of that everything.
i'm just a normal girl afterall.

i past by the florist shop and saw the fantastic sunflowers.

i plan to buy those for you.

if only i was invited.

it's just so fated.

today's the day.the sunflowers are so big and bright and fresh.

a pity it can be purchased.

maybe this pity can only be felt by me.

being sour by praying that it'll rain heavily.

trying hard not to imagine how smart you'll look.
it's just that sour.
2 difficult days?? somehow,it is.but not exactly

HOT SUNNY DAY

went cycling with my family at ecp today!! awesome weather...BUT abit too awesome...im super burning right now!! my whole family is burning like mad!! as in...our faces...red as lobsters! painful...and for the first time ...i wore a cap when i was walking along the beach! i didnt dare to go tanning..but im still super red and tanned!! abit too ouch!!

ecp wasn't crowded! thanks to my suggestion! hahaha...cycle during weekday is better lah...but one horrendous thing was....MY SIS AND MY BIKE...DISGUSTING TO THE CORE!! it's rented from a newly opened place/store etc...we had LOTS of fun cycling/peddling like crazy dogs..but we didnt travel far!! can u imagine cycling in those bloody bikes from ecp to changi then back again?!?! hell....!! i gotta carry the backpack...blow my nose cuz of my running nose and lead the way! LOL.....tiring...i gave up peddling fast and cycle behind my sis and my parents...LOL...i cycle super slowly and enjoyed looking at the planes and take quite a number of pictures!! hahahaha

after lunch (i ate a bit...but drank lots of water and sugar cane! cooling! hahaha) we chiong back to return the bikes..and rested. and my mum said, 'lets go parkway parade'!! i was like ??!!?!??! GG...my dad,sis and i were deadbeat...luckily...my sis and i didnt hav to go and we took bus to orchard and took 190 home..so my dad accompanied my mum to go shopping.. :P ...

the sun is SUPER SCORCHING!! OUCH OUCH OUCH!!

hmmm...gotta power mug tmr and on fri! probably running on fri morning!! then go adidas sales at expo on sat !! hahaha...hope to get the things i want at a good price! :P

didnt know that there're nice places at ecp!

i was bored and entertained myself with the cam and walking along the shore on my own...LOL

cloudless day1!! but..abit too hot lah..but u can really see the horizon!the sea and sky tgt!

sailing...reminds me of kayaking...so irresistable!

SUPER BELATED bday celebration for the old trios!

yesterday was an awesome day of the year!! (as in so far...) HAHAHAHA....went out with the badminton clique...friends and team mates for about 5 years...woahh...not bad,,kinda of long ! :P hahaha...anyway...we went out to celebrate audrey's,gina's and min LONG-DUED birthdays!!! LOL....hell long...BUT FINALLY!! we met up!! we talked to much nonsense!! goodness know what kind of crappy stuff we can think of! hahaha...we ate dinner for more than 2 hours!! hahaha.

on the train,well,we took to Joo Kun (audrey insisted.LOL) super empty..and abit eerie!
audrey and me! ( my fabulous doubles partner!! awesome girl and hmmm...)

becky! my 'sister'!! who always help me for *those stuffs* THANKS ALOT !!

ade, my *daughter* without u....we would be complete! and u brought lots of JOY to us :P

GINA !! my friend...since....KINDERGARTEN!!! can u imagine how many years? about 11 years!! goodness! LOL

ah wen !! another one! that always like to guess which one! thx for helping out too! LOL

in the toilet...apparently nth to do

hahaha....

belated doughnut-cake!! sweet~~

jus posing for a photo..they say we blow too fast..

audrey and i were bickering abt whether i blowed her candle...-.-

wishing....hahaha

exhanging..like...LOL

the old trios

the young trios..shld i say childish instead? LOL :P

the old and young versions of 3 monkeys!

those days i missed.those fun.those 'gorilla' days.so fun.those tears.those emotional moments.those craps.those bolster fights.those whacking of each other.those tickling of ME.

i thank you girls for that.

every little detail.

and thanks for that simple and soulful present! :P

ZEST! random! ZEST!

being super random.



like what i've predicted.it'll never come true!



hmmm....nvm.LOL...i'll definitely reach my goals!!!



kinda of nervous.wonder what's the outcome of that test.i'll know tmr.praying hard nothing is wrong with.but just low blood pressure.



now you know why?why i want to go so badly?



you'll never know.



running will allow me to be super happy!

i dunno why.but..

i wanna go back to chiangmai and see the kids and do all the stuffs all over again.

i wanna kayak all i want and forget all about other things.

i wanna get THAT VERY chance.

well, it's about you.

i will never have the courage to ask.

GIVE ME SOME ZEST!

BOREDOM KILLS ONE!

HAHAHAHA...

accompany my mum to salon this morning.i was so bored sitting at a corner.then i saw this SERIOUSLY CUTE LITTLE BOY having his hair cut! gosh.he's SOOOOOO ADORABLE!! so wanna pinch his cheeks! erm...hahaha

just watched an old literature chinese movie (starring Leslie Cheung)..called ''Phantom Lover''. freaking awesome movie that i wanted to watch since some donkey years ago. trying to find that book!! darn...but seems to be so impossible!!

stuck at home.sian...no mood to study for now.give my brain cells a break b4 the nx chionging session starts!

wanna go for a swim.but the sky is so DARK!! one moment so sunny,the next...GLOOMY! irritating! LOL..

sian...got sore throat and some irritation problems...cant eat biscuits.cakes.breads.chocolates.eggs!! for 1 week!!! it's going to kill me...drinking plenty or water and liang teh....

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

just so drained....

okay...being super uber random here....BUT I WANNA GO ONTO SINGPORE FLYER!!!! hahahaha.who will go with me? *HINT*

feeling so drained.wonder why?hmmm...must be the block test's fault!damn it...hope i'll make it.cant sleep well recently,so weird!cuz im so freaking tired!! something's wrong with me...my body is going upside down! LOL...

finally march holidays is next week!! but sch reopen,i've still got 2 H2 papers....physics and econs!nevertheless,im still gonna find some time to chill and go out!cant wait to meet up with my good old pal JP,juju and chacha!!! hahaha....also,audrey,gina they all!!! miss all the nonsense! HAHAHAHAHA....then can take lots of pictures!!! whee!!!

hmmmmm...planning my exercise schedule,sounds crazy right? LOl...i haven't run for more than a week after my sprain.my ankle is so much better now! (P.S. THANK YOU to those who cared about my ankle...as in...nvm,i know i sound super weird...HAHAHAHA)

i've been craving for some shopping spree..but seriously,im BROKE TO THE MAX!!! darn!! practically can make a list of the things i want...but most of them are really redundant! LOL...take a look at the list...for fun! LOL

anw..wonder why i kinda of lost my appetite.this is bad.LOL...HAHAHA..normally after an exam paper,i'll crave for lots of delicious food, but not these few days.even though my stomach grumble and groan like mad during the paper,but when i end my paper..i just don't feel hungry.in fact i feel so grossed out eating super/heavy flavoured food. my sis went to marks&spencer to buy some snacks,and i ate one small easter egg, and i was like :''WHAT THE!??! why is it so sweet????'' my sis was like..''excuse me,thought u've got a sweet tooth??''ended drinking lots of water and my mum's home-cooked barley. hmmm...need some zest in my life!! LOL..like what? hmmmmm....haha

things i want to buy:
1.red fbt shorts(round cut)
2. adizero split shorts women (YELLOW)
3. adidas Xephyr/adidas supernova light sunglass
4. well...im currently trying to find some fabulous/nice flowy dress which are cheap..but it's so difficult...LOL
5. A WATER BOTTLE!!! this is super essential! LOL
6. He's just not that into you by Greg Behrendt and Liz Tuccillo
7. The Reader by Bernhard Schlink
8. need some bright colour clothes....SHOPPING!!! LOL....

hahaha.this list has alot of sports stuff..LOL...sian.....




happen to stumble upon a blog.just thought that it's so tiring to play this mind game.or am i the only one who's being playing the dumb game? why cant a girl do something?but then..the guy will think u're a freak isn't it? just hate this part,guessing and waiting....

SIMPLY FRUSTRATED AND FEELING HELL LOUSY.

ankle sprained at the last 700m of the cross country?!?!?! what is this?

well,my own fault.that's all.

there goes my hard work.

not top 20, i still don't mind. why cant i just finish the run by running!!?? and not walk.

im not against walking.im against myself walking.

this is it.i'll go for 2 star kayaking in june.