treasure everything

life's short.

king of pop: michael jackson, has passed on.

that's life.one grows up,one will die at certain age,it's a matter of time.
to treasure what you have.live it to the fullest.
cant say not to have regrets, cuz there's no perfection in the world.
we live to compromise.
it's just the level of tolerance.

life may be hard, life may be bitter, life may seem unfair.
but look from another angle, to be able to experience the up and down in your life, it's something that cant be repeated in another lifetime.

listen to your heart

dreaming is permitted. defintely.i dream to drive a ferrai. sounds ridiculous. i know. but it doesnt hurt to dream, for the future is always mistified.

listen to your heart.listen not too hard. just let nature takes its course. but dont neglect what your heart says.

love is just like coffee.and coffee is just like love. bitter yet sweet. sweet yet bitter. confusing.

i wish to stand between the rows of colourful tulips. a large rainbow around me. i'll be happy.

4more days to BT2.

anxious?

i think so.

hang in there.

i know.

something is amiss.

i wonder what.

feel lethargic for not running.

why?

what's missing?

numero 3500

minimum 6 hours a day.
maximum 8 hours a day,if possible.
to get my 1st goal,
which is 52 and above.
certainly have to put in that >200% of hardwork.
minimum burn 1000 per day.
so as to reach 46 in 3 weeks.
all because of that 1 rainbow.

watched 'the human spirit' on okto last night.
it was about the oldest conjoined twins.
touching.
i treasure the every step i walk, every word i say and everything i do.

do what's right.

persevere y esfuércese

went to zoo last fri!! awesome trip! with audrey and shermin! like finally...-.-LOL...had a great time.the one place we spent the longest time..is the baboon place!! HAHAHAH....fabulous red heart shaped fur-less butt!! SWEETTT~~~lol..a crapping day.lovely.
left 2 more weeks.gotta mug like real hard shit..oops :P..but wif the ppl tat live beside my household,they smoke like crazy,they renovate their house..holy cow.how am i to study in peace??tat's why,i devise a plan...wake up early in the morning to go for running then go library study! cool...hope i can wake up lah..this whole week,horrendous dinner...not the food.but i cant stand some tv shows and..ARGGH!!!

the kangaroo name 'wallaby'..cute right?
HUGE seal..

our tickets,and shermin's fav..the probscious monkey..goodness knows why..LOL

during the boat ride...nice..

ok..erm..

im the map reader of the day!! shermin took shifts lah..LOL

B&J cow!!

the bodyguards for the boat ride station..LOL

sher said tat this is my bf..muscular..-.-

b4 the journey begin..LOL

Yo lucha.yo empujaré más allá de mis límites.

el futuro arco iris

the time will come,

ulitmately i think.

because of the future rainbow,

i'll study hard,

and i want to lose weight,

and i want to run all i can.

because of the future rainbow,

i've to give all i have now,

and have no regrets.

that day will come,

i believe.

a matter of time,

as always.

for you,

that rainbow,

seems so bleak,

yet miraculous.

for no one knows,

what's the future is like.

un arco iris que es usted

went to upper seletar for late morning run and exercise.not so fantastic.sunny.but not for long.it rained.darn!!!
lost my appetite.wonder why.
my tooth hurts for a week,shall go to dentist tmr.
traumatised.cuz of the bloody lizard that crawled my foot and apparently stayed on my body for quite some time until it dropped off when i stood up and walk!*GROSS*
intensive mugging shall start tmr after visit to dentist.
cant wait for friday.zoo with shermin and audrey! whee~~

i miss chiangmai period i miss the kids period i miss the food period i miss the weather period i miss the translators/helpers period i miss being there with the team period it was like a dream period so unreal period

''Love is something eternal; the aspect may change, but not the essence.'' Vincent van Gogh

sleepless nights

went for mugging session at lot1 library.it sucks.but i studied for 5 hours straight.kinda of accomplished.but the library was hell noisy!and i cant stand it!! rahh!!! i need silence,that's why i go to library to study.but apparently, it's not!!

praying darn hard tmr is gg to be SUNNY and a wonderful day for me to go for a run and have a nice tan!! im becoming fair and fat.hoping that i'll tone up during june hols!! i dun wan to gain any bloody kgs during this june hols!! arghh!!

feeling so tired.didnt sleep well for nights even though i'm so lethargic/tired.it's hell man.cuz it makes my day unproductive.wonder what's making my nights so bad and sleepless.

it seems ages,

months in fact.

things have changed,

for better or worse,

no one knows.
there's a long and windy road,

it seems longer than ever.

how long would one take to finish it?

or does it have an end?

it darkens after your gleam disappear.

is it the rainbow?

or is it me?

i want to lie on the beach.

i need some silence.

some quietness would be great.

the rainbow will appear sometime later.

i wonder when.

what's patience?it doesnt exist.

FUMED TO THE MAX!!!!!!!!!

firstly,i DON'T pay to get INSULTED.
secondly, i wouldn't step into THAT place/restaurant
thirdly,you DON'T deserve any respect.

i always believe 'do onto others what you want others to do onto you'.
if you don't give,you'll never gain.

what's patience?
i don't understand.
what's happiness?
it's definitely not money.
with 100 billion dollars,
i'll be even more unhappy.
is it people?
i think so.
is it me?
definitely so.
am i emo?
im not sure.
am i frustrated?
of course!
for whatever matter?
i really don't know.
why am i like that?
i really want to know.

maybe,i lack of something.
i want that rainbow to comfort me.

Non esistono piu

the time for farewell has come,

tears were shed,

words were exchanged,

efforts were thanked.

laughter rang in our ears,

tear drops flow down our cheeks.

we bade farewell,

wishing all the best to you.

it wouldn't be the last time to see you,

yet,

there isn't any more chance to say ''thank you'',

no more of draggy greetings.

there's only memories,

be it bitter,sweet or sour,

you've impacted us,

we've impacted you in one way or another.

well,

life goes on,

but we know what would be missed.