no matter what,it's just a dream.

too real to be true.

the worry that turns into tears.

the worry that leads to sleepless nights.

self hypnotised!

life is not all about money.

life is not all about results.

life is not all about getting golds.

but the reality is like that.

reality wants you to have all these.

i used to have that mentality,after going through so much in the past 1 month. i can't exactly say that i do not care or not wanting to own those things now, but i do dare to day that some things are definitely not worth worrying too much about.

so what if one has so much money,so intelligent and everything, but is a loner or unfortunately have some illness or one who does not trust another . wouldn't it be miserable?

i dunno.

but i do know that i have new perspective for life.

life's short to get too angry at someone or about something. waste of energy,time and brain cells.

self hypnotization is freaking impt to me: it doesnt matter.it would not matter.the worry kicks in unknowingly.i truly hates it.

there's something call: the limit

you know what's called breaking point?well, to many, it's most probably the point whereby people break through right?

for me,i'm collasping.to endure all these for 1 month is extremely draining.

on the verge of crying.

my eye bags and dark circles are seriously worsening.
the number of hours i sleep is seriously worse than what i have when i study.it only range from 3-5hrs per day.

to add on,work isn't exactly smooth.if one encounters unique customers/upper hand of etc, it's difficult to stomach in all nonsense.

anyway, respect begets respect. polite begets polite. and it goes on and on. so if you want good service, in the first place, remember to do what's appropriate.

there's no 'me' time at all.

never go out with friends at all.

a couple of friends are by my side encouraging me.hav understanding supervisor.

sometimes i wonder,when i officially become an adult, would i be like them? cuz i seriously do NOT want to be like them.at least i'm doing my part and shelving responsibilty to others.

to end off, i need your shoulders.

anger

never.period.senn.period.such.period.a.period.pathetic.period.bunch.period.of.period.imbeciles.period.in.period.my.period.life.

GOODNESS GRACIOUS!!!!!

is money THAT IMPORTANT than life???

bloody hell.

this jus make ppl sick like mad.