nothing but just plain anxiety.
killing me totally.
feeling frivolous for one moment,nonchalant in another.
goodness..think im losing my sanity totally.
still haven got a job yet.
crap to the core.
got a couple of calls/emails for more info.
but still no confirmation.
am i too anxious?
mayb i shld learn how to relax more to get things coming in and on going.
been having difficulties sleeping.
wonder why.
think the weather's kinda of really hot.
mayb schooling is really better than getting a job in the society.hahahaha...people would be thinking im going way bonkers nuts.
birthday coming sunday.
but i dun hope for much this year onwards.hahaha.as the saying goes "the higher u hope for,the harder u'll fall" booohoohoo..LOL...
think im being ridiculously imbecile here.
sincerely and seriously praying hard and desperately hope for a call/email from one of the company/organisation!!!
im losing my sanity!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHHAA..
NEED TO GET BACK UNDER THE SUNLIGHT ASAP!!!


having a new hairstyle in approx 2-3 weeks time.cool